breaking free][

2008-02-14T18:58:00.002+08:00

everyone at sch seemed super hyped up abt v day. its so cool. u can really feel the happy atmosphere. before our first period, we were all exchanging gifts. super fun. tts the joy of giving and sharing. we were all so happy distributing our presents. then rb they all brought all the gals roses. super nice ones. must have cost them a bomb. ytd rb came to tell me he didnt know what to give for v day. then i told him give flowers. so he went to pick this small tiny flower for me. its really small. i was still quarrelling with him abt the size of the flower over the net ytd night. then today morning when i stepped into the class, the first present i got was from him. it was another small flower. dots. it was only later that he took out the roses. me n ps super shuang. cos we never get roses before. haha.. anyway i bought chocs for the class. i didnt buy enough so i couldnt give any of my other frens. sry.. whats more surprising was that ay came back to sch. tian ah. nvr see him for a few months. he havent change one bit. and that "terrorist" gave me a card. he told me i look like his mum.. -.-.. faints.. anyways, happy v day to all.

2007-12-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

hahs. finally i've finished covering my ogl training. made lots of friends. ahahs. some ppl really friendly. =). then today so funny. paladin was playing entangled numbers. then all of them were like squeezing tgt. then i saw them sweating so i wanted to fan all of them. so i borrowed one thick file from the councilors to fan them. at first i was fanning this guy. then halfway through got this councillor came to talk to me. so i ended up fanning tt guy without looking properly. so i didnt know it when he crawled under the file. and then i continued fanning and ended up hitting the guy really super hard with the file. oops. but nobody asked him to suddenly crawl right under the file what. hahas. and then today qr very funny. the guys called her problematic girl. cos throughout the game they were supposed to hold hands. then qr refused to hold hands with the guys properly cos she say her hands very sweaty. then its like during the game, every one minute she'll tell the guy holding her to let go so tt she can wipe her sweat. so we were all like saying she cannot go dating cos her bf sure cant hold her hands for long. that is unless she wears gloves..ahaha.. then i took a pic of qr n wj hand in hand dancing. heheheheh...

2007-11-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

tmr's gonna be my last day of giftwrapping at tangs. so far i've completed 2 days of shift(24/11 & 26/11). yups. and it was quite fun though tiring. learnt loads of things, met new people. people from focus on the family are nice ppl too. though it was so tiring, but at least i had fun. my shift was from 11-4. 5hrs of standing and giftwrapping plus occasional black faces frm the customers. yeah, i gt scolded once by this customer. but it was partly my fault lah. so its ok. but its so heartening when we hear customers praising us. and i realised how strict tangs is with the conduct of the staff. lil wonder why its so popular with the people. especially the foreigners. hahs. hope every thing will go well tmr. =)

2007-11-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

hahs. finally i'm free to write here. been so busy going out..to play. ytd went to sentosa to play. on the way thr met raven by chance. he was on his way to sch. he so lucky. his sch only starts at 1. if only jc life was like that. then after he gt down the bus i went to habour frnt myself. waited thr like for 30 mins. cos i told ye i'll be waiting thr. but ye didnt come. in the end the rest were eating at vivo n i was waiting at the bus stop. thank god nic called me. ya.. we went to palawan beach. played some games thr. like captain's ball, frisbee all tt. was very fun. we played the indian poker game or what ever they call tt. i first round already lost cos i gt the smalest card. then the guys buried me under the sand. -.- ... first time sia. but abit shuang. cos the sand was heavy but a little cooling. its like gt someone siting on u. hahas. ya. and today went to sch for phy proj. then after the project me n laopo went to ochard cineleisure to watch star dust. we cldnt find our way thr at first. luckily we finally found the building. we had some spare time left before the movie so we decided to go heeren. the 2 of us was like whr the hell is heeren when in actual fact we were standing right in front of the heeren. lol. so diu lian. then we went to her work place see see. quite cool. thank god its a girl shop. if its for those little boys. i bet she would have kidnapped all of them. she so se...(oops)

2007-11-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

My shattered dreams and broken heart

Are mending on the shelf

I saw you holding hands

Standing close to someone else

Now I sit all alone

Wishing all my feelings was gone

I gave my best to you

Nothing for me to do

But have one last cry

One last cry

Before I leave it all behind

I gotta put you out of my mind this time

Stop living a lie

I guess I'm down to my last cry

2007-08-25T14:12:00.000+08:00

lots of things happened this week. sat tt time we gt a class outing. we arranged to go orchard watch movie. who knows it started raining and we didnt have enough umbrella. hahas. at least i wasnt tt wet.. hy n wj at first use newspaper run but later end up running in the rain. before tt we tried like 3 share one small umbrella. it was very funny cause we were like trying to squeeze tgt. but in the end we still gt wet. then we watched rush hour. the guys kena influenced by wj. kpt doing the hand wave thingy. then near the end of the movie, they started doing it again, somemore in the cinema. so paiseh. n i was sitting right beside them. then later we wait for my lao po they all to come. they wanted to play pool but because they were wearing sch shirt so me n janice had to swop shirts with them. i came home early. then ard 9 i was watching tv, half a slp. then jar called me. i thought it was abt something impt so i picked it up. who knows, it was a prank call. the guys were playing truth or dare and then jar n ay kena zhong. they had to call a girl to ask her to be their gf.at first they tried calling ye. but she was having tuition so end up calling me. wth. at first it was jar. then he at first asked me tt qn then later he asked me to pick up ay's phone call. then ay also asked the same qn. aiyoh. both already attached liao still play this kinda jk. ..
then on monday, hy come n asked me if i had say yes to any of the 2 guys. faint. thats nt the worse. i dint want others to know abt that prank call cos its like abit embarrassing. then end up now the whole class know liao. on tues i was abt to go off after lesson then hy shout across the classrm saying something like "pt, u not waiting for ur 2 bfs already ar.." smack him
anyway. hy n jas tgt now. hahas. its so unbelievable. hy so noisy n jas so quiet. everything seems so weird.now hy is getting more noisy n jas is getting quieter. funny. but hy sort of care alot for her..
fri tt time for pe we already ran 6 rounds but the tcher made us run 2 more rounds just because we didnt run as a grp. then before that jas' spect sort of spoil. then hy qite romantic ran with her the last 2 rounds. then after tt we decided to play captain's ball with the guys. jas cant play so hy also nvr play. just sit n accompany her. wahs... the game was super fun lah. then i realise wj n sahil very gentlemen sia. cos our class the guys mostly taller than almost all the girls so its like the girls didnt really get to pass the ball much. so wj ask the guys to pass more to the gals.. hahas. i dint know some ppl in our class can play very well sia. i always thought our class ppl more or less very nerdy. hehes. really a "da kai yan jian'' thing.

2007-07-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

i'm back. i got my progress report today. i got to know all my tcher's comments for me. hahas. whis week was really fun. its been some time since me n hong hong gt married!.. hahas. the class guys cant really stand it when we call each othr lao gong and lao po. and its like every day we take diff roles. one day i'll be the husband and then the next she'll be the husband. hahas. we even signed marriage cert. hahas. its so funny playing ard like this. i'm beginning to feel that i am moving away father and farther from our past. i know i've changed alot. in the past i wldnt even bother speaking madarin. but i'm much less reluctant abt tt. and i dun even care so much abt my xing xiang in public. must be influenced by peter. she kp singing to me. now it has become a habit for me to sing along with her even in public. today we went to help for the ptm. we were suppose to serve food. then half way through we felt bored so we started singing songs together. i think those who came to take food from us must have found us weird. but tts alright. i'm used to those ppl giving us tt stare. i think 04 is a singing class. everyone loves to sing. esp singing out loud at any time any whr. tt time i still rmb we were all on the train on our way to class lunch. then we all started singing hi-5 songs. da xiang was even dancing. many ppl were of course staring at us. but at least we enjoyed it . i'm having my napfa retest coming thurs. i must pass it!!

2007-07-12T17:53:00.000+08:00

i have been having stomach cramp for 3 days. it's painful. but nevertheless, i'm so touched. really have to thnk my 04 friends. i was really so touched by what you all did. even if it was just a word of concern, i'm still glad i have u all as my frens. tnx alot guys. its like these 3 days, every now and then u all will come one by one ask if i was ok. tt time i nearly cried lah. hahas. paiseh so emo. and i'm so proud of our class. when i realise our class so qiang in studies i couldnt believe it lah. so glad i'm in this class cos thr are so many clever and great ppl. this time, even though our class only top physics and gt 2nd for maths, i believe we can top more subjects in promo. hehes. jia you :)

2007-06-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

finally mid yr is over. i am not sure exactly how many subject i'm gonna fail. but i hope at least i dont fail all. worse still, the 2 nights before my phy and maths exams i had insomia. i couldnt sleep at all. ended up my head felt so painful. . so i am quite definite i'll fail both subjects. sobx. anyway, i had chi oral ytd. again the last person to go. the topic was quite hard. luckily some of those before me spoke so loudly tt we could hear what they were saying. so before it was my turn, i had some how guessed what the topic was about. then later on the way home, peter told me abt how she had cut her only barbie doll's hair thinking tt it would grow back. had a great laugh. i was still laughing alone on the mrt. and then this women sitting in front of me, kept giving tt kind of stare. so ps. then went for flag day today. it was quite fun but so tiring. later when we got tired, me and peter started singing on the street. then this man came over to donate money while we were still singing. lol. but somehow, coincidentally whenever we started singing thr'll be people coming over willinglly to donate money. not bad ar. can be street buskers one day. while we were resting, this bunch of fhs guys was near us. they were also doing the flag day. and then instead of finidng ppl to donate to, one by one came to us to offer stickers. -.- peter gt abit pissed off once coz it so happened that when they came to talk to her she was busy singing. so she felt interupted. then she saw this cute boy boy that came to donate to her alot of times just to get stickers. funny.then she started talking abt babies. kp asking me to get married faster so tt she can take care of my baby. lol. and it seemed tt she is really an auntie cos only she can click with those aunties and uncles. hahas. then just now when i was surfing the net i saw this picture of a place. its really beautiful. whats interesting was i happen to have dreamt abt such a place not too long ago. and i swear tt was the first time i saw tt pic. it was of a sea with many dolphins swimming. the scenery of the picture looked almost like the place i dreamt of. if only such a place existed. it seemed like paradise thr.

2007-05-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

i hvent been blogging at all again. so sorry. things have been so busy lately. june hols is coming yet there is no relaxing feeling. all i know is tt the tchers want me to finish up my forever piling pieces of homework. someof which already cease to exist because i think i've thrown them away in a state of confusion and stress. after all, midyr exams are coming. i have to buck up. i've been failing 7 outta 10 tests lately. in the begining i would feel depressed each time i fail one. but i think i've become numb to such feelings. anyway, what can u expect out of someone who has been failing tests like nobody's business. nvr failed so many tests in one go before. even when i pass my test, its just like border line passing. if this goes on i think i am gonna be a repeat student nxt yr. mr. ng kps saying everytime he marks our homework he gets hbp. die. even hm wrk also nvr handle properly. he says we are putting are no effort into studying. oh my tian. so stressed. its tests and remedials nearly everyday. seems like last yr's preparation period for o lvl. if thats not enough, i get to have a share of my headaches frm the class welfare matters. i've been trying to settle the class outing and tee shirt thing. things went so totally wrong. the outing is finalised. but as for the tshirt. i give up trying to get class tgt to decide on it. its so hard handling a class. thr are times whr i really feel like screaming at the entire class. sry. but frankly who wld be able to stand it when nearly everyday for a week u've been trying to settle some issues with a class that only seem half interested. get what i mean? but nvrm, put tt a side. i chose this path anyway. i shldnt be minding abt such matters.whats impt is that the nxt 30 odd days shall be spent mugging. if this is supposed to be a typical life of a jc student, then dear sec students pls kindly refrain frm going to any jc. its a living hell. trust me. well,what else can u expect from typical educational institutes that is meant for nerds (and even for half nerds like me)?

2007-05-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging for long. many things happened lately. mostly unhappy things. that saturday left me thinking deeply. it made me realised that authority is power. there are much more things that are beyond our control. i wished things hadnt turned out this way. if only those high up tried to understand us. haix. let this be a learning pt for us all. I know even the teachers whr shocked over what happened. who else would have expected such a small matter to blow up so big. but good thing is i realised at least we stand united as a class. guys, dont ever feel that you have implicated the class in anyway. i know the teachers are some how or rather trying to hint that our class' reputation had been tarnised. but its ok. i believe no on should be blamed. even if all of us get black listed as a class, tts ok. we can always build back our gd reputation again. we just have to work harder as a class. every thing will be alright. lets just forget all these unhappy incidences.
anyway, guys, thanks for the sweets and chocolates. i'm still not sure who paid for them, but nevertheless, it was sweet of u all to buy all the girls those snacks. hahas. appreciated it. dont worry, the girls will also treat you guys next time. hahas.
i screwed up my physics test. didnt finish half the peper. how to pass? so dead meat.

2007-04-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

pictures i took during my ps trip to changi jetty.

2007-04-20T20:45:00.000+08:00

i havent been blogging lately because of my school work and the ps camp and the family day thingy. been so busy. had ps camp last wk. it was hell. we only get to slp like around 1am. worse still the first night i had my interview at 12 am?! i was so sleepy i didnt know what i was saying. those who had to go for the 2nd round suffered more because it was during the entire night. meaning the seniors didnt slp at all throughout tt night. made me respect them alot. whats special abt ps is tt all the seniors love lollipops like hell. every single session i see them eating lollipops tgt. hahas. tts our photog trade mark.

our class started our angel and mortal game. its so fun. we had to take care of a person of the opposite gender secretly. but our class ppl always like to tell others the secret. then today we started passing notes to each other. i was waiting the entire morning for my angel to write to me. then during pw yeong eun told me i got a letter from my angel, made me so excited. hahas. its so fun. felt tt it bonded our class alot. then i think only phyllis didnt receive any msg. dunno who's the angel. so bad. forget to write letter to her. the game make u feel like u are protected by a guardian angel. then when we pass letters to each others it seems like passing love letters. i still dont know who's my angel yet. anyway, to my angel, thnx alot. but can u nxt time give me some hint as to who u are? tnx. =). so later i have to reply my angel. still dont know what to tell him. shall think about it later.

2007-04-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

i really wish i can change some of my subject tutors. i feel some of them kept aiming at me for no reason. the worse one was the maths tutor. i don't know what he's thinking. but that day he stared at me and asked if we had any problem with the tutorial. so i told him i don't know how to do 3 qeustions. then he replied that he did not wish to go through that few questions. in the end he went through only those questions that he choose himself. if so, why bother asking if we got any question to ask? might as well do what he wants in the first place. then today we had tutorial. again he aimed at me. he asked us this question but no one answered. of course i tried to answer his question. then he say my answer was nt complete, asking me to try again. then i give him a complete answer. he say tt answer too simple, ask me give him a more complex answer. in other words he did not even accept my answer at all. then he asked jaryl tt same question. jaryl gave exactly the same ans as me. then tt tutor accepted his ans and even hinted that i tried to copy his idea?! it doesnt make sense in a single way. so darn bias. so i decided tt no matter what question he ask in future, i would just pretend i didnt hear it, lest i get scolded by him for no reason again. during his class i nearly exploded. first time i see a teacher this bias.

but other than those tutors finding fault with me all the time, this week was quite fun. had my 4x100m race. came in last, but was still happy. at least we tried. then phyllis wanted go for tt china trip. said she wanted to go there find a rice farmer for a husband. then called herself mrs macdonald. because of the song" old macdonald had a farm".then she kp asking us to choose a country to find a husband from. funny. then today we kpt talking abt her eye candy. had a laugh.then when janice told her he not shuai, she kp arguing over it. lol.

also went to ij and back to wgs today with jl.then on the way back saw qb ch and mj. i was still talking to him halfway then he suddenly started changing his shirt. mad guy. make me n jl so embarrased had to turn away immediately. hahas.

2007-03-23T19:33:00.001+08:00

first wk of sch and i'm already so irritated with everything. its bad luck all through the week. though i'm still in 04 most of the classmates are already nt ard. got to know our timetable. its so sucky. most days ended late. worse still pe is on fridays. darn. and our teachers were also different. i was so hoping at least mr. phang and woo wouldnt change because they are like great teachers. very dedicated in teaching us. but instead we had many new teachers. then our physics and maths teachers were those older ones. i'm not trying to age discriminate here. but its like during their lessons i feel like i am still a primary sch kid. and their lessons are really so not interesting. then i am having a cold war with tt jos. i just teased him with qy once, even though it was for like half an hour, before the hols. and until now he still dao-ing me. tts not the worse. how come i end up in the same phy grp as him?! tts so nt fair. then while we were at the hall today, it so happened that i was sitting in between him and his twin bro. then guess what. he asked me " why must it be you, who come in between, to separate me n my bro." i was like when did he became inseparable from his bro?! and mind you, his bro is from the next class. so its definite there'll be people seperating them. childish. anyway, after my pe i went for my ps session. i tried aje on wednesday but then i realised i prefered ps. so i'm going to ps. haahs.

2007-03-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

wth. i so old still so gullible. kaox. just now some one just send me this webby tt said can help me find out my compatibility with any guy. i did doubt it at first. but then who ask me so curious end up really fall for the trick. they asked me to type in 3 names. then i so dumb dumb really go type down 3 names. who knows. the next thing tt turned out on my screen was to tell me tt i was tricked. and tt the names would be sent to the one who sent me the mail. wth. again. i think u cant find anyone more stupid than me. always falling for tricks. sian diao. grrgh.

2007-03-13T07:37:00.000+08:00

i went to the hospital ytd. went for my teeth extraction. i had 4 baby teeth to extract. imagine extracting all at one go. worse still 2 of them were the front teeth. of course i was afraid. so i kpt postponing the dentist appointment. then finally had the courage to face it. so i went for it. didnt extract 4 but 3 instead. it was so darn painful. when the dentist was trying to numb my gums all tt. he used somethings so sharp. the pain was really intense. nearly cried. at tt time there was this nurse that was holding my hand in case i tried to move away.so when i felt the pain of course i wanted to scream. but since i cant, i ended up pinching the nurse's hand. oops. but the extraction process was fast. then the dentist wanted to put some gauze swab on the holes. then he told me to bite hard later. but by tt time i was already so eager to leave so i jus bit immediately. guess what. i bit his finger instead. even my lips were numb. i couldnt tell the difference between his hand and the cotton thingy. so i jus bit it real hard. hahas. sry doc. but for now. thr are 2 holes in the front of my mouth.they are so noticeable so hideous. yuckies.

2007-03-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

its the first day of orientation 2. and its so darn boring. half the day was spent on subject talk. imagine! though it was a long day i realised something. i think maybe i found my better half. smiles. too bad we are not in the same class or og. if not i would probably faint first.

2007-03-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

today marks the end of term one. well, at least sort of. it was the last day of lessons with my class. had maths test in the morning. then had break. after tt, some of us skipped lectures. chem n phy. first time in my life tt i actually skip classes. learnt it from 04. nice experience. during tt time we were at the reading room playing games. then had chem tut. again time for games. so can actually say tt today was the day for games and breaks. probably because today is some how the last day of sch.and then for gp half the class pon it. really wanted to pon. but no guts this time round. cant pon too many classes in a day. unhealthy. anyway. when the tcher found out abt tt, his face was like so black. lol. but its saddening. cant be with this class again i think.i must really thank them for giving me alot of nice memories during this 2 mths. still rmb the first day tgt as a class. all the tchers were complaining abt us being too quiet. now at least thr's class spirit. glad i managed to meet so many fun ppl. at least now i know aj do have ppl who will lead u astray. hahas. thnx for teaching me how to skip classes. even if we cant be in the same class after the jae, at least we used to be classmates. it was fun having breakfast n lunch with u all for like almost every sch day. tnx. anyway. tmr i happen not to have sch. was so dying to crash to ij.was planning to go with vivi's class. any way i knew abit of the ppl thr. then i realised their class only had one lecture tt day. sian. so cant crash.

2007-03-03T08:34:00.000+08:00

yet another wk is over. thr's just one wk left before sch hols are here.aniwae this wk was way hell for me. had my first pe session for the wk on tues. it was raining so we went to the hall for the conditioning. its so damn hard. we were doing shuttle run all the time. but the thing was. it wasnt just plain running. while running. we had to do those exercises. my leg was so painful by then. they were totally wobbly. couldnt even walk properly. much less talk abt going up n down the stairs. then came wed. had photog session. me n charlene went to prepare the cca carnival thing. after which we went back to the studio room. some band ppl were taking their shots. so cool. after the session, my legs were still so painful. it rained tt day too. and the floor was slippery. of course i slipped. in fact i shld say i flew down the staircase. darn it.den thurs again got tt pe. my legs still havent recover yet i am forced into going for tt hell pe. it rained again. so we didnt do much running. had to do another round of conditioning. i am so beginning to hate rainy days.

2007-02-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

i was just reading delia's blog. and then i came across the part whr she described our class mates. i found it fun so i thought of doing so. at least in future i can remember what my first few impressions of them were.

ziyan- she's quite funny. gd friend of qiu rong . wanted to leave aj at first but has decided to stay. from kranji sec

qiyi- the really super sleepy one. always telling us how sleepy she is.coffee pls? lol.6 pts for o lvl. dont know how she did it. too bad she's under dsa and stuck in aj. from chij tp

pohsin- another sleepy one. from ps as well. frm fuhua sec

fadhillah- she's a mix blood. tallest in my class. dont really dare to stand too near her. i'll look too short beside her. though i already am. frm mayflower sec

delia- she's always there to complain with me how hungry we are. lol.but too bad she's withdrawing from jc soon. from pei cai sec

swathi- super quite girl at that. seldom talks.leaving aj too. from north land sec

cheng yoke-another one leaving aj. y is everyone leaving our class? any way she is apparently still busy watching full house. i feel like telling her the entire plot. help her save her time. hehes. from nan chiau high

qiu rong-the guys love to call her mu lao hu in the past. not sure why. but now she has a new name. mush room head. lol. poor thing. she even acted as the mush room during our class cny games.cute though. from hougang sec

janice- her chi is good. can look for her when my chinese is flunking. hahas. from presbyterian high

ming kwan- the super funny guy. always trying to pon sch but without succeeding. even wonders why his parents no longer lets him pon sch like in the past. obviously he is still stuck with his prison break plan. from xin min sec

yong sheng- he's quite but hardworking . dont really know much abt him. from bt panjang govt high

hsien yong- my chi rep. even though he's usually the one who suggests or rather initiates tt we dont do the chi hm wk tgt as a class. looks like marvel.nice guy. from st andrew's

hui keat- only know him as adrain's friend. nth more. from marist stella high

fairoze- worked with him during the physics challenge. quite helpful. from serangoon gardens sec

fairuz- seems like a fun guy to me. he was telling me how he took some wheels frm his cousin's toy cars. poor cousin of his. he's our pdg rep. very out going personality. from swiss cottage?

jaryl- dont know him so much. he always disappears when i m looking for him to finish our project.he got the vanish- instantly power.from aj

nicholas- i kept mixing him up with terence. especially when they are nt in sch uniforms. from clementi town sec

terence- he can run super fast. managed to top the cross country.from marist stella high

ruiboon- good at maths. always there to explain to me maths. great help. from bowen sec

adrian- always around to fight with me. probably the only guy who fights with me other than shawn.funny guy though. from marist stella high

josiah- his voice is so soft. dont really talk much in class . except to qiyi.( hello ?! is thr a scandal going on?). from cat high

kaipeng- the asean scholar. super smart. helped me with my phy at times.pet phrase? scandal.

wen jie- keep seeing him ard girls now adays i am so beginning to see similarities btwn him and shawn. ahah. from cat high

shawn-if i cant find him then it clearly shows that i shld go look for either fadhilah qiurong or qiyi. he'll defintely be thr with them. it happens so tt i have been labelled as mature by him. and thats sarcastism mind u. from aj.

2007-02-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

it was fun today. did alot of things. mr pang is so nice lor. he gt maths tut wif us. but he skip it den play games wif us. he even brought food for us to lao yu sheng. and then adrain n mk were so funny. dey spent an entire hr trying to figure out how to escape frm sch. dey were even studying whr the drain led to. mk kept saying its sumthing lyk prison break. so need to have a plan. the funny part was while he was trying to escape. the security guard caught him . den he kena chased back into sch. lol. after sch went for lunch wif vivi ch dey all. finally got ppl to corrupt my mind. its like at aj. the most we do is to think of how to pon all sorts of classes. other than adrain no one else fight with me. den todae me n vivi were so busy fighting. she so play cheat one lor. smack her. but i think we fought too loud. hehes. ps. then the guys went to watch tt wadever law movie. i also wanted to watch but dint want to be the only gal thr so nvr go wif them. its lyk it has been mths since i ever watch a movie. sian. i m becoming a mugger?! aniwae the other day i was so pissed. fadhi was saying her fren told her she dint want to stay in aj cos she gt 7 pts and she dun want to compete with other dumb ppl in aj. hello?! 7 pts very gd meh? as if she's tt smart lyk tt. pissed.

2007-02-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

went for ijc wif jw in the morning. den stayed thr till quite late. we went ard the track. just walk n walk. i think we walked at least 5/6 rounds. then i wanted to see adriano singing so we went near the stage. saw yuyang n khim thr. then after tt we went to play some games. mostly is he play one la. i think i only played the frisbee thingy. the rest i made him play. den i kp buying alot of drinks. it seemed lyk 4e1 gathering. saw lots of classmates thr and aj seniors as well. hehes. it was fun lah. nvr talk to my frens thr for so long. somehow missed them. it felt very relaxing talking to them cos i m so used to having them ard. if only we can be in the same sch. sad thing we r nt. nvr la. try adapting to aj. tynk i gonna buy uniform earlier. be ks. hehes.

2007-02-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

got my results. it was horrible. my aj frens mostly got abt 7 8 or 9. sian. feel so stupid. den qi yi worse lor. she got 6 lo. wth. how the heck did she do it?! so jealous. den its lyk so wad.nearly all my classmates get single digit.den they get a1 for nearly all their subj.even if my pts win them also no use. theiers is quality a one lo. mine is so shity. nt sure if i shld stay at aj. scared i cant cope thr. but my mum wants me to go thr.how?! go thr sure fill up the last position. stressed. i dunno want to go to a sch to get last thr. how?!die die die...

2007-02-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

thr was cross country todae. but the dist was actually quite short. 2.5 only. most of 'em were all walking. but i run okaes. at least i dint come in last .hehes. during cv we gt nthing to do den all of us jus sit down ask riddles, with mr pang. he's v great. lyk him alot. den we went for class lunch at macs. den cross country. den i went for my og dinner. at first melvin was ok. den suddenly he become so moody. dunno y. den went to mac again.-_-" . i saw cy cf they all den i was so high becos of tt. den melvin dint talk much lo. so we at first decided to go hm early. den actually we left le den melvin call hida sae go shopping tgt. his mood suddenly become gd again lo. weird. den we jus walk walk ard j8. den went on to take nprints. gerald really can pose de lo. his pose all ac de. after tt den we went home ourselves. quite fun lah. aniwae its lyk less den 7 daes before our results. im trying to prepare for the worst. cos i realli dint study as hard for my o's as for my prelims. die. so on tt dae i tynk i shld bring at least a few packs of tissue.

2007-01-20T10:00:00.000+08:00

2007-01-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

another wk of schooling is over. decided on photog as a cca. hope its ok. but todae supposed to go for a photog corse. but didnt go. dun feel lyk. den i went to cwp. meet pc. ask him for help on my phy.saw monica on the way. tmr gt og outing. but cant go. sad. anyway i m more or less used to nt goiing this kinda thing. now all of us have been grped to our classes. only adrain is in the same class as me. nvrm. aniwae todae during chi leeson i was so ps. its lyk thr were abt 25 grp. den we were supposed to get a grp leader. den our grp nobody want to be the leader. den tt shawn so big mouth.childish.arrgh.

2007-01-13T12:27:00.000+08:00

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that I'm alone

Cuz right now it says that we

Can't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense

Cuz you walked out the door

But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

(it's ridiculous)

It's been months

And for some reason I just

(can't get over us)

And I'm stronger then this

(enough is enough)

No more walkin round

With my head down

I'm so over being blue

Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing

you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs

so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have

That's marked July 15th

Because since there's no more you

There's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memory

And how every song reminds me

Of what used to be

That's the reason

I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs

so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

Leave me alone

(Stupid love songs)

Dont make me think about his smile

Or having my first child

Let it go

Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing he was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs

so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

2007-01-12T17:13:00.000+08:00

back frm lib. finally a whole week of sch is over. darn tired. nxt wk gt pe.so scared. 8 rounds leh. how to survive?!die liao. aniwae todae was jus not my dae. it was raining and i was so soaked. den after sch went to lib to study but no tables.aniwae this few daes managed to see him. its usually in the morning. he often go to the canteen to either slp or study. but the thing is he's alwaes surrounded by gals. so irritated. guess i wasnt noticed. sad. den we had cca carnival on wed. i signed up for photography n visual arts.nt sure if i can get in. hope so. aniwae i tried to look out for him. was hoping i chld be in the same cca as him. but didnt realli see him. nt sure wad he signed up for. but i tynk it shld be sports de bah. hais. den todae we gt to noe our class. another thing tt pissed me off. none of my close frens are in the same class as me. i was hoping at least cynthia wld be wif me. in the end i m left alone.die liao. nxt tym no fren to teach me. but gd thing was thru out the wk our og bonded fast.usualli we meet up to eat lunce den chat tgt.the guys were so hilarious. and we are alwaes sharing lame jk.den ky will laugh till she cry.esp when u tell her abt the indian fugitive.lol

2007-01-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

came back frm ajc orientation. it lasted till 9pm todae. its so damn tiring. but the ogls were great ppl. esp melvin. he's so funny and childish. lyk a little kid. and then everytym he laugh his face goes red. aniwae tnx to him shi en n hida panthera won. hehes. its actualli a funny sight to see so mani nerds getting wild. in fact we were even dancing in the rain tonight.after the damnce we were all so soaked. hahs. den i came hm wif emily n jerryl. it has only been 3 daes at ajc but its quite fun. get to noe loads of ppl. ani wae all my sch mates were frm top schs. lyk rv, scgs,chij, bt panjang govt high.the very first dae i was so stressed out cos i've nvr seen so many smart peeps in a dae. but i m getting used to it. they are so clever but none of them put on any airs. at least none frm my og. which was a gd thing of cos. but its hard to blend in. den i realised our entire batch gt a maths backgrd.darn. thrs gonna be so much competition. jus hope i m nt the last in class. stressed.and mani of them are taking 12 aus. wth. i dun tynk i can even cope wif 10 aus. all their subjects are h2 level.die liao.aniwae gd thing is it'll motivate me to study harder. cos if i dun study hard enuf i m sure i'll be at the bottom. n i realli dun want it. but i realised wad set us apart was tt they were very determined. once they r set on doing sumthing dey'll do it till the end. and they are all very confident of themselves. actualli admired them. hope i can catch up wif them soon. jia you!

2007-01-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

sch's reopening tmr. but the sad thing is i'm no longer in wgs. missing tt place right now. i'll be going to a new sch whr i dunno much ppl. tt place seems so much lyk its nvr gonna be my territory. basically. i dun noe much jc1s thr. in fact i have to sae i oni noe one.n tts my pri sch fren. aniwae i'm feeling realli depressed ryte now.i want back my hols. darn it. frankly, i've already decide more or less wad courses to choose. well, i'm going into physics econs, chem n maths.tynk i'll end up going into the business field. realli wantd to go into either psychology or philosophy but i realli cant. for one, my parents are way against it. and worse of all, the uni course for psychology is 6 yrs. if i can realli get phd in it of cos i earn big bucks but if i dun then those 6 yrs will more or less be a waste.so i tynk its still better to be safe n go into business line. god bless.

2006-12-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

back frm malaysia. hehes. managed to buy sum things. =) managed to fleece my parents on tt. wahahas..

2006-12-22T15:54:00.000+08:00

i was chatting wif xf. den he told me his prob. saddening though. all those bad things seem to happen at the same tym. aniwae, i wanted to cheer him up. den we started asking riddles. den i taught him how to play the number game. fun. we played twice. hehes i won both games.lol.but it wasnt fair lahs. cos i knew the tactic and he didnt. nvrm abt tt though. been so long since i played tt game. enjoyed it .

2006-12-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

feeling bored nowadays. there's totally nth much tt i can do here. faint. find me sumthing to do..

2006-12-14T20:18:00.000+08:00

arrgh. i got to know my PAE results. and just as i had expected, i am gonna go to aj. sad. almost everyone's gonna go ij. i also wanna go thr now. i m gonna be so so lonely thr. faint.23 dec gt gathering.. shall i go? any way. tmr's gonna be my dooms day. i got a dentist appointment . and i am supposed to extract 4 baby teeth. i dunno how they are gonna do that. but i know its going to be a whole load painful. damn. i am scared. i cant imagine the pain. god bless me pls.. i didnt want to make the appointment at first. it took me much courage to even call the hospital for the appointment. imagine the pain from the extraction. and the result? 4 big wholes thr. damn i am so hating this.

2006-12-11T14:36:00.000+08:00

haiyox. ytd raven sent me this file tt has the shots of korea. den he started sending ard 7. den the file was so big i had to wait till 1 am this morning before it finally finished down loading.and guess what happened? i couldnt open the file cos he had compressed all the photos. and i cldnt decompress them. die. nearly fainted. i tynk his sis oso waited until the file finished transfering bahs. sry.

anyway, today's xf first day at work at the hotel. wonder how he's doing. hope tt supervisor wldnt be mean to him. jia you bahs. hahas. =)

2006-12-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

we spend abt 24 yrs in bed tru out our life time.
when we are slping, we go thru 4 stages of sleeping. after the 4 stages, we r said to have gone thru a slp cycle.
after each slp cycle, we stay aslp but our brain wakes up n starts dreaming.
this first dream only lasts for abt 8-9 minutes.
after which, u go back to slp and the cycle repeats.
we dream abt five time each time we slp. each dream gets longer than the previous one.
however, we dun alwaes rmb our dreams. tts becos, the part of our brain that stores new memories is shut down during our slp.
ppl slp walk only when dey are not dreaming.however, ppl can slp talk when they are dreaming n when they are nt dreaming.
usually ppl slp walk or talk when they are under much stress or when they are ill.
drinking milk before u slp can help u slp easier
know one knows for sure why we dream. but it is said tt somtimes dreams help us find solutions to our problems in life.
when u 're dreaming, ur eyes move behind ur closed eylids as if u r watching events happen.
experiments have shown tt if cold water was gently sprayed on ur face while u were dreaming, water will most likely appear in ur dream story
women tend to have more colour dreams than men
u can actually change n create ur own dreams.
while u r in ur dream, if u try to focus on an obj, lk away frm it and look at it again later, u wld have realised tt the obj have actually changed.
exercising may prevent night mares
howver eating too much before u slp can bring abt more night mares
besides night mares thr are night terrors.if u wake up feeing scared n confused yet u cant rmb anything abt the dream tt terrified u, den tts a night terror. dey occur during the non- dreaming period.
animals also dream..

2006-12-09T17:36:00.000+08:00

earlier on, i was chatting wif xf. den we started chatting abt the past all tt. i sort of started missing my past.. it has been a long time since i ever met up wif them.. miss them so much. now i really wish i can meet up with them in jc. i miss those tyms when we folded hearts, cursed tchers and played a fool. now i m begining to regret nt having treasured those tyms. sobx.

2006-12-09T17:07:00.000+08:00

tts a maltese. cute bahs..

..photo frm xf..

2006-12-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

hahas. i went to labrador park with judith val and vivi. been thr before. only once. the previous time i went i actually didnt notice anything special abt the entire place. but this time i saw many different flowers. i was actually amazed by those flowers. one of which was a fruit that actualli looked like a lantern. before we left the place we were gazing at the sea. that was when this small ship drove past us and splashed so much sea water on me. i was so damn irritated because my jeans were totally soaked. and then we went to vivo to shop shop. hahas. it was fun. we had our lunch thr as well. after the meal i was so full i just wanted to sit somewhr and stone thr. then me and judith came home earlier because both of us wanted to slp. so val n vivi continued to shop ard. aniway, a couple of days ago i just realised that k one's album are sold out in most of the stores. i came to know about this because my cousin went to cd rama to buy the cd for me. but it was out of stock and the shop owner actually called all the other main outlets to ask abt the cd. touched. but unfortunately, others also ran out of stock. so tt means i wld actually have to wait till nxt wk week to buy it.. grr.

2006-11-30T16:03:00.000+08:00

came back frm myanmar ytd. the trip was quite fun. the only bad thing abt it was tt we had to rush almost all the tym. i slept mostly on the car.. and the roads thr was horribly rough. so i kept having headaches all the tym.ppl thr were poor. its lyk no matter whr u go, thr'll alwaes be ppl begging. some families are practically so poor tt they have to live on the streets. its saddening to see such sights almost whr evr u go. i didnt get to play much cos we spent most of the daes visiting pagodas. we also went to bagan to see the sun set. it was an amazing sight. i got to learn tt actualli even a poor country lyk tt had its own beauty. probably its beauty lies in the crafting skills of the ppl. evry pagoda tt i went to had its own unique design. den on our way back frm bagan i had food poisoning. i vomited n had a bad stomachache. the vomit even came out frm my nose. it was so horribly disgusting. i vomited a couple of tyms. usually the vomit is supposed to be made up of all the food tt i've eaten. but by the 3rd tym i vomitted, it was all green. its so yucky.. den i had to go to a clinic. n tt doctor gave me such a big jab.. the needle is at least 3 tyms thicker than those i usualli get frm the doctors here. . and because of the food poisoning i couldnt eat well for a couple of daes. and we made 2 trips btwn yagon n mandalay. we went by car. and i had to stay n sleep in tt car for abt 16 hrs for each trip. it was realli a torture.and the place was realli cold...then i got to meet my 2nd cousin. nearly fainted. he's so dead shuai. but he's engaged.
damn. his gf's sweet. they are lyk so compatible with each other. so jealous of them. then it was him hu brought me ard to play n shop. hehes. we went to those theme parks. n we gambled n won some money as well. hahas. =)

2006-11-16T19:06:00.000+08:00

2006-11-16T18:51:00.000+08:00

hehes.. o lvl finally over. seemed lyk these 4 yrs came n went awae too fast. sumtimes realli wiished i wouldnt graduate so soon. den i can spend more tym wif my class. =)

2006-10-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

todae was realli fun.
we went to sch lib to study.
den after tt we went to cwp to eat lunch
but mj n jw n zul nvr follow us.
den after lunch decided to watch movie
=)

we watched rob b hood.
the show was realli damn funny.
though some parts were abit disgusting
but its realli funny
the best part was the baby
he's such a darling.
hahas.
at first we went into the cinema abit early
den raven sae we gt no sense of urgency
so we took out bks to study in the cinema
actualli ii was just pretending to study onii.
hahas..

den we gt to noe our prelims l1r5 tt dae,
my grades were nt too bad lahs.
can make it to ajc =)
at first i made a promise tt i wld go to nyjc
but now i guess i dun need to kp this promise anymore
cos i see no purpose it in le
even if it means breaking a promise i dun wiish to care
i dun want to give up wad ii realli want for
someone hu wun treasure my efforts.

aniwae, ii must realli thank tt raven
he was the first person who realli encouraged me to go for my dreams
onii he wld tell me to give my best
n work hard for my dreams
raven, thanks lots =)

2006-09-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

prelims finally over.

but i dun realli satisfied

cos ii noe i did very horribly

wae beyond my standards

hais.

now my dreams are gone.

tried but still couldnt make it

feel lyk ii am such a big failure

zg told me at least i am

still gd at my studies

but now..

tt no longer stands.

den todae have been online since

ii came home frm sch

den do nth but watch goong

so funnie

den jus now was still

chatting with the guys

sumtyms i realli wonder wad

guys tynk abt most of the tym

hahas

2006-09-02T07:35:00.000+08:00

Coco Lee
Reflection

Look at me

You may think you see who I really am

But you'll never know me

Everyday it's as if I play a part

Now I seeIf I wear a mask I can fool the world

But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside

I am now

In a world where I have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehowI will show the world what's inside my heart

And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me

Why is my reflection someone I don't know

Must I pretend that I'm

Someone else for all time

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside

There's a heart that must be free to fly

That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal

What we think How we feel

Must there be a secret me

I'm forced to hide

I won't pretend that I'mSomeone else for all time

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside

2006-09-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

High School Musical
When There Was Me and You
by N/A

It's funny when you find yourself

Looking from the outside

I'm standing here

but all I want

Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe

Miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend

That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a star

Thats coming true

But everybody else could tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody

That I heard you singing

And when you smiled

You made me feel

Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's

Once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star

Just don't come true

Cause now even I can tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

Cause I liked the view

When there was me and you

I can't believe that

I could be so blind

It's like you were floating

While I was falling

And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you

2006-09-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

Brian McKnight
Back At One
by N/A
Its undeniable...that we should be together...

Its unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never

The basis you need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,

Then let me show you now that I'm for real...

If all things in time, time will reveal...

Yeah...

One...you're like a dream come true...

Two... just wanna be with you...

Three... girl its plain to see...that you're the only one for me...

andFour...repeat steps one through three...

Five... make you fall in love with me...

If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One.(yeah)

So Incredible...the way things work themselves out...

And all emotional, once you know that its all about babe...

And undesirable...for us to be apart...

Never would of made it very far...

Cause you know you've got the keys to my heart

Cause...

One...you're like a dream come true

Two... just wanna be with you

Three... girl its plain to see..that you're the only one for me

Four...repeat steps one through three

Five... make you fall in love with me

If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One......

Say farewell to the dark night...

I see the coming of the sun...

I feel like a little child..whose life has just begun...

You came and breathed new life,

Into this lonely heart of mine...

You threw out the life line...just in the Nick of Time

One...you're like a dream come true

Two... just wanna be with you

Three... girl its plain to see..that you're the only one for me...

and...Four...repeat steps one through three

Five... make you fall in love with me

If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One.

2006-08-31T21:01:00.000+08:00

long tym nvr ryte le. so here ii am.

well, raven has already left for china.

hehes. so envious. wiish i cld be him sia.

but aniwae.

this wk was realli fun

ms chee brought us some corals to see.

man, it so nice. v.beautiful

den we played with all the sediments in it.

tts the bad thing becos

it so happens tt i gt bullied by the guys.

trio n mango

so irritated.

they actualli dumped all the sediments

onto my table n my bag okae.

i had a hard tym cleaning up.

wiish sumone had came to help me.

but disappointed though.

den ii realli want to stop tynking abt any1

esp hiim.

last tym at least i felt u were physically beside mii

but now..

hais.

i give up

den todae was cher's dae

loads of alumni came back

even gg n david dey all lehs.

but dey all lyk didnt realli change much

den my best tcher came back in sch u

hehes. =)

den go cwp eat. dey anihow

make me sit beside hiim.

wah kaos.

den i later go hm change clothes den go back cwp

watch movie wif my kor

its devil wear prada.

not bad nehs. =)

2006-08-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

gt celebration dae.my parents came too.

before the concert they were playing those ndp song

den i realise actualli i miss them quite alot.

miss those tym when we folded hearts, sing and go crazy over sum ppl together.

still rmb i lyk to fite wif xf during chi lesson over sum celebs

see lahs. play so much tt tym.

no wonder i ended up at whr i am now.

hais.lyf is such a big mess.

den after sch went to watch click.

at first i didnt wanna watch but eventualli did.

gt me, val, vv, qb, raven, ch, chen haw, nic, richard, wei en, zq,jw

lots of ppl

but its realli funny. i mean the movie.

2006-08-05T10:41:00.000+08:00

just finish reading sumone's blog

realise even others oso can sense tt u lyk her

y cant u admit it.

liar.

i hate u

2006-08-05T09:53:00.000+08:00

ytd gort kazam match.

its realli so exciting.

everytym dey get near the goal post we were all screaming. hahas

but dey did win in the end.

judith also went to watch the 2nd half.

she was also screaming down there.

worst still, she didnt have a place to sit. so she sat on me n val.

but the thing was i sot of got an ans,

sumthing i didnt realli wanted.

but its ok though.i expected it aniwae.

den msn chat with tt rubbish guy.

so horrible guy

ask him riddle

he complain its nt funny

its a riddle nt a jk . hello.

den kp saying i childish

lyk he so mature lors.den sae i tok lyk judith.

big baddie.

i sae i mondae i bring gun kill him

den he sae he bring gun shield

den i sae i want use nuclear explode him up.

den he sae its ok cos he's a mutant. dots.

den we play the number game.

funny. he lyk little kid lyk tt

he kp changing his no. .den when he noe he going to lose

he wanted to start a new game. play cheat de. den kp pester me to start nw game.

i did start a new game but i still won

hehes.

den he sae i trying to cheat.

but the wae he sa jiao down there so funny.

at sch act so mature

den in reality he still act lyk a small little kid

2006-07-21T19:32:00.000+08:00

this week was realli fun though those tests gave me so much stress.

i nearly died studying . but in the end didnt manage to do well.sigh.

we did quite alot.

operated on prawns.

played those traditional games.

well, its actually those ball games but we were practically kicking the air.

omg. so lose face.

den earlier on ch was in such a bad mood for the whole dae.

scared me. tot wad happen to him.

he didnt even smile much.

den played human calculator.

was fun. realli.

i managed to get the AND gate. tt was among the easy ones.

hahahs. den junus treated us drinks. =)

den todae was racial harmony dae.

den the guys wore those costume.

in the morning when dey came downfor assembly i stared at dem.

too shocking. very cool de. i cld have practicalli drooled dere.

den nett n pc unhappy over ah zhang.

dey did nth but gt scolded.

ah-du so silly.

y defend ppl hu are not even on ur side.

hais. he's realli the best tcher i ever came across.realli

aniwae. i going concert tmr wif the guys.

waiting in anticipation. (",)

2006-07-21T16:46:00.000+08:00

勇气

终于做了这个决定

别人怎么说我不理

只要你也一样的肯定

我愿意天涯海角都随你去

我知道一切不容易

我的心一直温习说服自己

最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气

来面对流言蜚语

只要你一个眼神肯定

我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气

去相信会在一起

人潮拥挤我能感觉你

放在我手心里

你的真心

如果我的坚强任性

会不小心伤害了你

你能不能温柔提醒

我虽然心太急

更害怕错过你

爱真的需要勇气

来面对流言蜚语

只要你一个眼神肯定

我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气

去相信会在一起

人潮拥挤我能感觉你

放在我手心里

你的真心

2006-07-14T18:06:00.000+08:00

my idol . hehes. the one tt 'he' looks lyk.
he looks so wierd here. sry.

2006-07-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

sian diao. i jus found out tt e guys in my class actualli saw my blog. damn. wth. den dey kpt asking me abt those things. aiyox. den he sae i kping lots of things frm him. cant help it wad..

he so close wif them. if i were to tell him wads going on i doubt he wld ever side wif me lors. ppl hu dunno the full story wun understand de lors. so if u want to blame me den so be it. i dunno if im in the rong, but i noe i'm alone.

i sum how feel he's angri wif mii.frankly speaking i also dunno y. issit becos of her or becos of him?hais.

y mus u all kpt linking me to tt guy. dun tell me we cant jus be frens meh? its jus becos i feel comfortable toking to him tts y i lyk to jk n play with him mahs. it doesnt mean anything else wad.

anywae,we went to watch movie. quite funny though it was so long.got me,vvn, val,ch,raven,qb,jw,jason,nicholas,chenhaw,jr.tynk tts all bahs. den raven so funny. watch movie until leg cramp den cannot stand up. hahas.lol. den went hm myself . saw nicholas on the bus .didnt noe he actualli very friendly de.

2006-06-14T10:43:00.000+08:00

mondae went for this eng seminar. the 2nd part was really funny. and after tt we went to this foodcourt to eat with the guys again. =) got ch, qb, jw,him,mj, hl,jason,vv,val and me. then after lunch we went to cineleisure to watch movie. couldnt decide on which one to watch.den he said he wanted watch she's the man. but the rest of us tt tym watch together already so didnt want to watch so ended up he watched with chenhaw dey all. den the nine of us went to heeren to window shop. den half way thru i felt lyk vomiting. yah. so went to the washroom. den caused the guys to wait quite long. sry guys. den went to take mrt home. and then my nightmare occurred. i went to cut my hair. !#@$ .frankly speaking i look ugly. i dun even dare to look at the mirror in case i scared myself to death. trust me. the hair cut cost me 2/3 of my hair. i just look lyk a pancake with no hair. kill me.. arrgh.

2006-06-05T20:37:00.001+08:00

today, we were suppose to have maths remedial. ya.and i thought it started at 8 and so i went there happily only to find that there was not a single soul from my class at school. then i met jw. then i called val ask her how come she hadnot arrived. then when she told me it only started at 9 i was like so shocked. but i have to admit i was already half expecting that. and so i and jw ended up waiting at the parade sq for a whole hour. of course, he read newspaper and then i was playing some games. den slept for a short while. man, that was so totally boring. after rememdial , we went to viva to lunch. =). And just now i just forced ch to send me one photo. i thought it was just a normal picture of the guys. but..oh my god. i totally didnt expect it to be that. really, how more disgusting can they get?!arrgh. but its ok. at least i got a new weapon to deal with jw and raven now..

2006-06-02T16:23:00.000+08:00

bio prac n chem pract again. i finally knew how to test for co2 while heating. so happy. all along since last yr. i every tym oso ask zul n cf help me do my pract de. i know i very bad bad. hahahs. but finally i tried doing it myself this tym round. sense of achievement. =).den i cant stand sumbody so much le. so damn irritating. all he know his jk n lie. to tynk i so stupid, fancy believing his every single words. tuhdae came to tell me cant go watch movie becos cathay kena burned down. ya ryte. lame. i swear i am nvr gonna believe in this guy. to hell with him. n i wonder exactly how dumb can i get. but after remedial went to watch she's the man. at first wanted over the hedge de. den we change plan. den qb buy wrong ticket. he go buy x men de. hahas. den before the movie went to eat lunch together wif the guys. the movie realli funny. half the tym i was laughing lyk siao. so horribly funny. hahas.. den after tt pei the guys go buy sushi. den i go wif the guys to bus interchange den came home.. =)

2006-06-02T16:18:00.000+08:00

靠近一点点

默默在你的身后守候的我

多想看你不经意的笑容

或许我的心你不懂

我会努力让你感动

在你眼中有多么笨拙的我

决不放弃追逐你的执着

只要你能再多些回应我

一个笑或点头全接受

能不能再靠近一点点

大声说出你所有感觉

别再紧紧关在只有自己的世界

温暖太阳为你迎接

能不能再靠近一点点

能不能再勇敢一点点

就算让我知道我永远只是单恋

我也会藏着感谢

笑着和你说再见

2006-06-01T16:38:00.000+08:00

2006-06-01T13:37:00.000+08:00

ytd went to watch da vinci code. not bad lahs. but still prefer the book.book got more suspense.den so funny. the silas so scary. den every tym he appear suddely i scared until hide behind zhiwei cry . lols.but its not so bad lah. but if u nvr read the bk beforehand. its hard to understand whats going on in the movie. very complicated de. den todae wanted watch movie again but didnt watch lahs. all bcos of those guys lahs. irritating. first say dey want come watch den we reach dere le den they say they dun want watch le. if tmr dey still do tt i slaughter dem for sure. bring parang to sch. kill dem one by one. so bad lors. hope tmr watch movie dey can come lors. but todae very happy. finally my chem prac can get the correct ans .hehes. usually my experiment all unsuccessful de. =)

2006-05-30T15:10:00.000+08:00

todae went for bio n phy pract. den we draw zeamay. now i noe y i ended in this class. becos i cant draw.hahas. den judith change my place?!arrgh. so irritaed. den phy pract i oso had to change placed. so sian y alwaes lyk dat. but e new seat the feng shui not so bad. lol. the guys all so funny de. esp ch .hehes. den the other guy ask me whr i go eat den i sae viva den he sae he oso want go eat together. den i vv n val went off first den go eat den very funny. we saw this small ger ger so cute eating her lunch. den i n vv kp waving at her den she got wave bac. she really so kewt.den after tt she abt to leave le den we wave to her den she turn back to wave at us den walk walk walk until she bang into a table. so poor thing.but realli very funny. all of us started laughin becos of tt.lols.den the guys left with out waiting for us again. crazy ppl. i die oso wun ever wait for any of those guys again. den go hm wanted watch movie but no mood so didnt.

2006-05-30T14:45:00.000+08:00

haix. had chi o lvl test ytd. realli lyk shit tynk both my compo went out out of topic bahs. so sad. sure cant make it le.den after tt go zoo. eat at kfc.den we go tour ard ourselves.den half way tru met qb n jason den lost them den met them again den we go tour ard together but the guys so horrible. dun even bother waiting for us so in the end we decided not to wait for them either. so irritating. but we took lots of picture together . i mean picture of those animals not ourselves. as if they wld bother taking picture wif us. rubbish guys. but the way they take photo very cool. esp him lyk some pro lyk tt. den he so funny, we go reptile garden den he sae they are my realtives. lol.den got one tym we go to this pond. den he call me over ask me look at this big big fish. den i so silly believe him den go there lk. lk lyk siao. den hl later den tell me i kena bluffed by him again. actualli there wasnt any fish just spider web.talking of which. tt ch worse. he come ask me lk at a phamplet sae got spider. den i tot he meant those pics on the phamplet den i stare at it till so near. yucks.den when i saw the real spider of cos i scream lah. kaox. den the guys wear this sunglass ard den pose. all lk very cool cool de. hahas. den at nite went to kfc eat. cost me a bomb man.

2006-05-20T19:21:00.000+08:00

erm. todae nth to do den slack. actualli got lots of hmwork to do de. but no mood to do.den meng zhen help me change my template. thanks alot to her n cas. hehes. den chat with marvin. so wad. he sae he going off. den ask me msg him. so mag him. den he sae i bhb. wah laos. den todae watch tv the whole dae. den go youtube watch the iswak thingy. so funnie. lmao.